Depression series: Melancholy or Why does my heart feel so bad?

I still feel this is as relevant now as it was when I posted it.

Psychic Empath

It’s only one line, but Moby made it into a whole song and if you’re an Empath, you might well feel that sense of depression when you watch the video.

For me, when I first saw this back in the year 2000, it brought out the pain of loneliness and a melancholy so profound that it was irresistible as it was seductive.

At the time, death was calling to me, and I felt it, and at some level, I knew it. And while that is a subject for a future blog, at the time, I felt the sweet surrender of despair and while hope remained eternal, I knew things were coming to an end.

And they did in some ways.

Empaths, especially psychic ones, can sense the future. They can sense when something is going to happen. There are many stories of how psychics couldn’t shake the feeling of doom…

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3 responses to “Depression series: Melancholy or Why does my heart feel so bad?”

  1. Twix Avatar

    It happened to me twice.

    Back in the beginning of 2011, when I looked at the Calendar for January (that was about to start) I felt something bad. I told my best friend and he didnt believe me. Then, Japan had it’s earthquake. . .
    And ever since I was a child, I knew that when I was 21, that I would die and I almost did. When someone mentioned 21 or 2012, I would get a very dark feeling. I would always feel scared and depressed. It finally hit, in short I almost died- Something gave me a choice to live though. I don’t know what it was but I’m alive today.

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    1. Gary Leigh Avatar

      It’s possible you did die and swapped timelines. I know that’s what happened to me.


      1. Twix Avatar

        Is that possible?
        I did tell you the story of this before, if you remembered. But I had a choice to live or to die when the question was presented to me.


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