For those who haven’t actually experienced them, I would not blame you for thinking that I’ve been watching too many horror movies. (I actually don’t enjoy watching them so I don’t.)
But until you’ve been under one, and then identified it as such, and then found a way to block it, it’s hard to even fathom that such a thing can exist, or be real.
Having said that: Like psychic attacks, Empaths are real, and they fall into the same type of category.
Personally, I’ve a very long history in regards to psychic attacks. I’ve had experts try to take me out, and yes, I know how deluded that sounds. (Mind you, those same experts will certainly verify what I just said; especially one I know reads this blog.)
To go into that story would take a book, and it’s not relevant to this particular blog. Suffice to say, I have plenty of experience in regards to such things, and what to do, and how to counter it. I’ve also done some curse breaking, though that is often a tricky business.
The past three years of my life have had their fair share of attacks on me. (Or moments of opportunity, as I prefer to call them, but then no one would know what the heck I was talking about.)
As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve experienced most types of depression, and while I can’t say I enjoyed any of it, it did give me deep insights into the causes, and what I needed to do to heal from it.
People might wonder, though, do I still get depressed?
The answer is, yes, I do, and it is exhausting. Life and being an Empath will do that to you. I also can come out of it just as quickly, especially as I know what I need to do.
However, there was one type of depression I was not having any luck with these past years, and that was a sense of hopelessness, coupled with spiritual and mental exhaustion.
I experienced the following signs: (as detailed in the previous entries.)
- Things going wrong in clumps.
This means that too many things went wrong, including things that should not go wrong, or were dumped into my lap and made my problem, all at the same time. Too many things that would be against the law of probability. Then suddenly it clears… until the next time.
On a side note, the number triple six always comes up several times in a row just before such events occur. It has been doing that for around 25 years. And no, I am not religious or follow The Bible.
- Thoughts being whispered into my mind.
These are more like negative feelings, such as: What is the point? Your partner will leave you. You’re not making a difference. And similar wonderful things being sent to my mind. At its worst, (and I’ve had this happen back in 1993), the thoughts try to convince me that everyone would be better off without me, and I should just throw myself under a train. A case is built that sounds reasonable, seductive and a poor me / victim mode kicks in where I sit there stewing and feeling sorry for myself.
Still, I’m a stubborn and tenacious bastard, so I don’t
- Feeling drained and exhausted all the time.
This is actually the worst one. When my fatigue level gets too high, and I don’t get enough sleep, I will start to go into meltdown mode and even if I do get enough sleep, I can feel a distinct drain on my energy, as though the life and optimism is being sucked right out of me.
That was the one I struggled with on a constant basis for the past three years and it’s also something that many people describe when they are feeling depressed.
- Interruptions whenever I was working on a project or something that I am doing to help others.
I was reminded of this one because that’s exactly what just happened. Someone will draw my attention away from what I’m doing, thereby delaying or stopping my stream of thought. This particular series seems to have had it come up a number of times now.
- Seeing darkness or fog around me, or others.
If I stare from my third eye (the area above your eyes), I will sometimes see the room around me dim, or even fade to black.
If I use the same technique on someone who is under attack, their face will literally become hidden behind a black cloud. Until you see such a thing, it’s hard to imagine it. Still, I know I’m not the only one who has observed this.
My ex-partner, back in 2000 saw the exact same thing around her daughter’s face. What was interesting was that I did not mention that I had seen it, too.
Her daughter was under an attack, and cleared it by sending light to the darkness.
I’ve observed this quite a number of times, and every time I send light to that person, they will, without fail, suddenly get up a few minutes later, feeling much chipper and much better.
If the room goes dark, it’s generally because something negative is there.
Recently, while I was at work, I started seeing a white fog before my eyes. That was a new one. It didn’t feel good, though.
- Sighing a lot and feeling a sense of despondence.
I would get this a lot, especially when I’m working on something like this. It’s a feeling that something does not want me to complete a project. At its worst, I get a sense of hopelessness, and it’s very difficult to fight it.
The thing about psychic attacks are that they attack you are your weakest point. They will home in on your guilt, your doubts, your fears and anything else that you have not resolved.
That is why I call them opportunities, because they reveal what your weaknesses are and allow you to deal with them.
Next: Mustard – the wondrous remedy against attacks.
- Empath Series – Psychic attacks. Hitchhikers or I don’t recall inviting you in. (areyouanempath.com)
- Empath Series – Psychic attacks. Types of attacks or what the heck is low level? (areyouanempath.com)
- Empath Series: Psychic attacks or why am I feeling so drained? (areyouanempath.com)
- Empath Series: Three tips to help cope with being an Empath or I have to do what? (xeraphax.wordpress.com)